Tuesday, July 23, 2013

Feeling Amazed.

I know I write about dreams a lot, but they just really, truly amaze me. Our subconscious knows all. If you listen closely to your dreams and figure out what it is your subconscious is trying to tell you, sometimes you can really make a difference in your life.

Over the past few weeks, I kept having a lot of similar dreams that all left me feeling really crappy when I woke up in the mornings. With each dream, it got worse and worse. I was pretty sure I knew what my dreams were telling me, but I ignored them. My conscious self did not want to accept what my subconscious self was telling me. What was best for me.

Finally, after one last dream that really affected me so much, I had to do it. I had to do what my subconscious wanted me to do. So I did.

This morning, I woke up feeling so refreshed, and renewed. My dreams last night didn't make much sense to me, but I looked up some of the symbols, and I couldn't believe it. My subconscious was basically telling me I did the right thing.

The symbols in my dreams had meanings like: New attitude and fresh beginnings; Potential to grow; Healing; Letting go and releasing emotions/negative feelings; Revitalization, regeneration and renewal.

My conscious self is still not completely accepting of the change I had to make, but, I know that it was the right thing to do. It was in my best interest, and now, I can get out of the fog I've been falling into and move forward into clarity.

Interpret your dreams people. Its really, super cool. Freud was on to something there.

Saturday, July 13, 2013

Goodbye Old, Hello New

I moved out of my apartment in Tampa today and returned the keys. I officially no longer live there. It was really bitter sweet.

I had to acknowledge that I was saying goodbye to the town that had been my home for the last 6 years. All 6 years of my "adult" life. It's still hard to imagine life anywhere else even though I've been living it for the past four months. I'm glad though, and I'm excited. It was time for the change, time for the growth, and time for the end of that chapter of my life. Things here in my new life are all so good, and so promising. I'm excited to see what lies ahead.

To all my Tampa loves, I will miss you dearly. You have all been an amazing part of my life and I hope you continue to be. I will certainly see you again through visits, social media, and just keeping in touch. I'm saying goodbye to my once home, but not to all the amazing things it brought me.